Peeking out from underneath the cocoon I've made for myself, I see a whole new world. I see bustling people, running, screaming, emotions on triple time. They don't make much sense but inside I want to feel apart of something. I can see the friendships and the hatred, every little detail. And I want to join them. I want to fill my heart with friendships, fill it to the brim with hatred, to add so much love that it explodes. Right now I just want to feel. I've buried myself away, into a state that's detached from everyone else. I want to try again, to make it in this world. There's one thing stopping me; the fear that is palpitating in my stomach. The way it is making my heart beat, faster and faster. A cold sweat is breaking out on my skin and my hand shakes as I reach out to tear away what is separating me from the rest of the world. My hand reaches forward and I push through the thin wall. Light pours in and I no longer feel the fear. I can feel the sun soaking in through my pores and I run out in it, rejoicing. People rush around me and I finally feel at peace. I've made it and there's not another thing like being apart of something.